So yesterday, i went to watch koe no katachi. It's indeed a sad movie, and i can relate with the part which shouya isolated himself from others. But of course i never bullied anyone, instead, i was the one who got bullied lol. Not everyone that you call friends are your friends. When hardships comes, their true colors will show, whether they're a kind friends or just friends for benefit.
Life is really hard. I even considered suicide back then (now the feelings are there but i try to control it) It's not that im religious but committing suicide is forbidden in my religion. Those who commit suicide won't even have the chance to enter the heaven. In the hereafter, they will keep on repeating the way they kill himself countlessly... until forever. Knowing that, has made me rethink of it.
But living is super hard.
Someone, help me.
