Koe No Katachi

So yesterday, i went to watch koe no katachi. It's indeed a sad movie, and i can relate with the part which shouya isolated himself from others. But of course i never bullied anyone, instead, i was the one who got bullied lol. Not everyone that you call friends are your friends. When hardships comes, their true colors will show, whether they're a kind friends or just friends for benefit.

Life is really hard. I even considered suicide back then (now the feelings are there but i try to control it) It's not that im religious but committing suicide is forbidden in my religion. Those who commit suicide won't even have the chance to enter the heaven. In the hereafter, they will keep on repeating the way they kill himself countlessly... until forever. Knowing that, has made me rethink of it.

But living is super hard.
Someone, help me.

Ingredients Shopping for Cultural Festival

Because we are gonna open a foodbooth during upm Language and Cultural Festival so .... we did some ingredients shopping. It was a great day though despite everything that  happened earlier today.

I got to know new Japanese friends,
Kaori, from Tokyo Agricultural Universiti
Her English is good and i can understand her Japanese quite much so....
But to reply, it's hard...
Have a great day with them, the committees

It's been a long time

It has been a long time since the last update. From now on, i will be updating my blog as frequent as possible. Stay tuned 😄

Hoshi ga Tsuzuru Monogatari - Sako Tomohisa (from Colourful World single)

Romaji lyrics

Futari de miageta yozora ni wa  

Kazoekirenai hoshi ga aru 

Doushite bokura wa deaeta n darou 

Kitto fushigi na monogatari 

Dareka no futoshita hitokoto de 

Dareka no mirai ga kawattari 

Ironna dekigoto ga obikasanatte wa

Tsuzurarete yuku monogatari 

Moshimo hitotsu demo

Nani ga kachigaeba

Ima demo bokura wa doko ka de

Surechigatte ita no

Togirenai mama de

Hagurenai mama de

Kimi to deaeta koto ga tada ureshii 

Dare mo ga shiranai, kono saki no mirai

Demo tashikani bokura wa tonari ni iru 

Ima koushite bokura wa tsunagatteru~ 

Ima made kuyande ita koto mo

hitori kiri de naita koto mo

Subete no koto ni wa imi ga arunda ne

kakecha ikenai monobakari

Tsure zore chigatta basho de ikite kite

tou mawari mo kurikaeshite yatto aetanda ne

 Kokoro no fukaku de hibiku arigatou wo

dare ni tsutaetara ii wakaranai kedo

Nakitaku naru hodo kanashii kakou sae

Ima wa naze ga fushigi to kagayaki dasu

Deau mae no subete ga itoshiku naru~

Togire nai mama de hagure nai mama de

Kimi to deaeta koto ga tada ureshii 

Bokura ga miteiru hoshitachi no hikari 

Toki wo koete tashikani todoite iru

Kakou ga subete kimi eto bukatteta n da ne

Deau mae kara bokura wa deatteta n da ne

Comic Fiesta 2014

Hi there! First of all, happy new year!
Today I'll talk about Comic Fiesta 2014, an AMGC event in Malaysia that I went on 27th December last year. It's a great event, as I found new friends and have a lot of good memories there although I only went for the first day. It was held at the Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre, big enough to fit all of the Malaysian Otaku and Weebs XD. When the event was held, the place was flooded with people as it is the biggest AMGC event in Malaysia. So, I'm gonna share a few pictures here.

Mirai wearing 'Hijab'

Inside the train XD

She cosplay as China (Hetalia)

With a coser XD Kakkoii desu ne. She's a women. Otoko mitai~

With 'England' cosplayer. He's from England (for real)

Happy moments XD

Cute coser! 

Before having lunch, let us take a selfie XD

Shouganai「 しょうがない」or Shikataganai 「しかたがない」

Hi! Ohisashiburi da ne~
How's your weekend? It must be great for you. Me? I'm great too.

You know, sometimes, life can be so painful for you. But then, things happened, and you couldn't do anything about it. Like the Japanese said, "Shouganai"「しょうがない」 or "Shikataganai" 「しかたがない」 which literally means, it can't be helped. So, whatever happens, it'd happened and you need to accept it. For example, when your friend gets angry with you for cancellation of plan, even though it's clearly not your fault and you've even say sorry to her but she don't even reply, so, shouganai yo. You've tried.

Nowadays, I'm done with getting angry over petty things, as I began to dislike most hatred words that are posted in Facebook, and any other social networking sites. It's kinda funny actually, to read such things. I also realized that I've also done such childish things before and also kind of regretting it. What will other people think about those who frequently posts things like that? Maybe, the society will say  "Such immature creatures", or something similar to that, i think? But then, it's not my problem. LOL. It's hard to deal with the people nowadays so, shouganai yo~ I guess I'll be my actual hikikomori self and keep my distant from other people. It's certainly will be better for me.

Sako Tomohisa - Bokutachi Dake No Sekai

Hi! I'm back! This time, I want to share with you the lyrics of my favorite song, Bokutachi Dake No Sekai.
ii kyoku da ne~ I love the song, the melody is nice and T-kun's voice is also soothing too. Love him!

So here's the song! Enjoy!

Sako Tomohisa - Bokutachi Dake No Sekai Romaji Lyrics (taken from Chachajjang's blog)

Dare ni mo jama dekinai bokura dake no sekai
Garasu no kutsu wa nugi sutete kimi to boku wa odorunda
Yozora no ano hoshi wo kazari tsuketa youna
Doresu wo kite kimi ga warau bokutachi dake no sekai

Fukai fukai yume no naka sonna yume wo mite itanda
Yume nara samenai de itsumademo futari de
Kimi ga inai sekai de hitori mewo samasu nda

Tokei no hari no oto dake ga hibiku yoru ni
Tameiki marude kono sekai ni boku hitori dake no youni
Yume kara same tatte mata onaji yume wo miru
Omoi de wa kanashii hodo ni itsumo kirei na mama de

Nagai nagai yoru no naka ima mo kimi o sagashite iru
Kanawanai yume wo zutto ima mo negatte iru
Fukai fukai yume no naka sonna yume o mite itanda
Yume nara samenai de itsumademo futari de
Bokura dake no sekai de futari wa itsumademo